Ready To Die

from by For Now



I don’t really wanna need you
I don’t really wanna be with you
I don’t really wanna follow you
I don’t want all my dreams to come true

I don’t really wanna wake up
I don’t want to put on my makeup
I don’t wanna do the dishes
I won’t give you any more kisses

You say everyone is moving on
You show me that I’m weak and that you are strong
I know that I am the stronger one
I will come alive when the ending comes

And where will you be when the meteor hits
Running away from the tidal wave
Begging the soldiers to make you brave
Instead of jumping in
And taking your final swim

I’m ready to die
Right now
I don’t know why
I just know

I don’t think about dying
I don’t think about anything
I won’t tell you want I’m going to do
There’s nothing stopping me from forgetting you

I sit waiting for the sun to set
I’m watching the moon as it lifts its head
You’re watching me and I’m watching you
You think its disaster but its nothing new

I feel empty and it’s beautiful
The meteor’s coming and the moon is full
The wave is rising and my hair is wet
The wetter is gets the more I forget

I’m ready to die
Right now
I don’t know why
I just know

No, no, no


from Running From It, released June 24, 2016
Vocals and synths: Zeina Nasr
Drums and drum machine: Alex Vittum


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For Now is Alex Vittum and Zeina Nasr. They love each other and Kate Bush.

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